Chapter 562: All Blood is Filthy

heart like a knife. 。He knew it was the expression of loving someone to the extreme, and hating them to the extreme. 。She had lost all hope for him, and for the world. She didn't want to live anymore;...Covered in blood, Li Fei couldn't stand it anymore and collapsed back to the ground.

When he knelt down, his face was pressed against the ground, and his sleeves covered his head tightly, refusing to lift it. 。Yun Sheng did not urge him. He continued to kneel, holding the dagger. 。For ten years she waited, not rushing in this moment. 。Though Li Fei bled profusely, she wouldn't die in a short time. 。She just wanted to see if this woman pretending to be a mother could say a word to her son in the last moment, even a simple "sorry". It wouldn't be for nothing that she had spent ten years guarding their family in Luoyun Village. 。Unfortunately, Li Fei didn't say a word. She just lay on the ground pretending to be dead. 。

Quan Qingyun wasn't reassured, wanting to go forward and take a look, but Yun Sheng said: "Your Highness, don't go over there. Rest assured, the person won't die. It's you who might go over and make things more complicated.

No one knows her better than I do. If you were to go to her, she would treat you as her last hope, even in such a desperate state, she would still use all her charm to flirt with you, even throwing herself into your arms. 。She wouldn't care about your status. She has always been a woman who flirts with men, it's become second nature to her. 。So stay back, don't get involved in this mess. 。" Quan Qingyun's steps stopped, and Quan Qinghua's face became even worse. 。Yun Sheng kowtowed to him, saying: "Qinghua, today's situation is not what I imagined. These years, I've thought countless times about the scene of our reunion, and none of them were like this. 。"Don't worry, Qinghua. I'll take care of all the bad things. This isn't for you; it's for my mother's revenge. Just think of it as me fulfilling a promise, okay"

Qinghua didn't speak. He didn't know if it was good or bad. 。Yun Sheng knew what he wanted to do, even though he had tried the same thing before without success. 。He crouched down, right in front of Li Fei. He said to her, "Raise your head and look at me. Don't pretend to be crazy or foolish. Let's have one last talk." 。It's been ten years, I've returned from Gu Yue, aren't you going to give me an explanation for some things

Li Fei, sprawled on the ground, visibly trembled, as if touched, but her head still refused to lift.>>> 。

Quan Qing's painting lost his smile, “Are you afraid to face me, or do you feel that your appearance is too disheveled and embarrassed to face me I am your son, not some other man. You don’t need to make any disguises in front of me, and I won’t have the slightest disgust for you because of your dishevelled appearance.” 。So you needn't worry too much about your face. Lift it up and let me see you. It's been ten years since we last met, and perhaps we won't meet again. I must remember what you look like at this moment. If I miss you in the future, I can still picture you. 。The person lying down finally spoke. He was no longer frantic or singing, but asked him earnestly, “Will you still miss me”Quan Qinghua also answered earnestly, “Yes” 。She didn't understand, “Why You hate me so much, I make you feel ashamed, you wish I was dead, why do you say you miss me” He said, "Because you gave birth to me. At least until I was five or six years old, in my heart, you were still a qualified mother." 。Although this qualification is only because I was young and naive, only because you were not yet so bold. 。He reached out and touched Li Fei's head, his hair was also covered in blood, but he could still feel the soft strands of hair. 。It can be seen that these years Yunshen has taken good care of her, even though she hates her so much, she still fulfilled the duty of a servant. 。He actually understood Yun Sheng very well. A lord who caused his own mother's death, yet he still took care of her for ten years. 。This past decade has been grueling enough to turn a young girl into a bitter shrew, enough to shatter all her hopes and dreams for the future. 。After ten years of seclusion, when they met again today, he could barely recognize the milkmaid's daughter. 。Ten years of hard work have made Yun seem a bit old-fashioned. Although he is only a month older than him, he looks five or six years older. 。“Who do you think you’re doing right by” Quan Qinghua’s voice was filled with bitterness. “Your own son, the wet nurse who slaved to raise your child, the wet nurse’s daughter, and even your late father, who are you being righteous towardsThese years I’ve never understood why you did those things. I even thought for a while that it was because Father had wronged you, hurt your heart, so you wanted revenge.” 。But the Emperor did nothing out of the ordinary. All his actions were perfectly normal for a ruler, not crossing any lines or going too far. There was no question of him being unfair to you. 。Later on, I thought again, maybe you were forced to marry into the palace. Perhaps you already had a sweetheart in your family, so after entering the palace, you gave birth to me with a man you didn't like. You don't love him and you don't love me either. Gradually, you started to self-destruct. 。I also thought, maybe you have a disease that causes you to become disoriented at certain times and lose control of your actions. 。You see, I've come up with so many reasons for you, just to convince myself not to hate you, and to convince myself that you didn't do it willingly. You're not really like that, are you 。You don't dislike me. You just dislike me because I was born to the Emperor. 。But I failed. For ten years, every reason was overturned one after another. I heard more and more about you, even the eunuchs in the palace weren't spared. 。Later I heard that the fire in the cold palace that year didn't kill you, your third brother saved you. 。That year was the fifth year of my life in Guiyue. When the news came, I was being dragged by Princess Zhaolian to go ice fishing. 。I thought I had gradually forgotten about the past, that I was good at deceiving myself. As long as I didn't bring it up, no one would know about my past. 。When that message came, it instantly sent me back to square one. 。Every word he uttered was laced with despair, every sentence dripping with endless sorrow. 。Huzi seemed to understand something, took a few steps forward, and silently stood beside him. 。 Quan Qinghua said to Li Fei again, "When I was in Guiyue, it took me three years to be beaten and ostracized. At the same time, it also took me five years to forget the past and become a completely new person." 。< When I found out you were saved by the third brother, those five years became a self-deceptive lie > 。I stubbornly believed that your third brother saved you to keep me in check, so for the next five years, I was preparing for one thing: how to deal with your third brother! This preparation went from passive at first to active later on, and eventually, even I couldn't tell if the initial hatred came from you or him. 。It should still be from you, right If it weren't for you, there wouldn't be anything after. If you hadn't done that, I wouldn't have been implicated by you and sent to Gu Yue. 。My life as a proton was like hell. Anyone could step on my head. I once had a proud spirit, but in the end, all that was left was a shattered wreck. 。I think I'm dead, but I still remember you. I have to drag you down to hell with me. 。"

Li Fei suddenly raised her head, her face full of terror, "You want to kill me I'm your mother, how can you kill me You just said you would miss me. How could a murderer miss the person they killed How could I have given birth to such a beast!"

She began to rant endlessly, spewing the most vicious language in the world at her own flesh and blood son" 。At this moment, even Quan Qingyun began to wonder if he had saved the wrong person that year. Was this still Li Fei How could there be such a mother in the world

But then he thought about it and his heart skipped a beat, then he was relieved

Then how could it be otherwise Night Flying Boat's parents were just like that! So to say, even in this world, even biological parents aren't always reliable. 。Relying on heaven and earth is not as good as relying on oneself. Only when one is strong can one live the life they want and protect the people they want to protect. 。On everything else, one can rely on no one. 。I don't know how long it took, but Li Fei finally got tired of scolding. Perhaps it was the three stabs Yun Sheng had given her that hurt too much, she lay back on the ground and gasped for breath. 。Yun Sheng smiled, as if accustomed to such a scene. He didn't go forward to see Li Fei's injuries, only saying to Quan Qinghua: "Unrepentant till the end, useless" 。I've said all sorts of things these past ten years, appealing to her emotions and reason, persuading her calmly, arguing with her, even yelling and fighting. But she still remains the same, always believing she's right and that no one else has a say in how she wants to live her life. 。I told her, if you want to be a promiscuous woman, no one will stop you. If you had that desire, why not join the brothel back then instead of entering the palace What do you think she said” She looked at Quan Qinghua and smiled bitterly, “She said the brothel was too straightforward and boring.” 。A wife is inferior to a concubine, a concubine is inferior to a stolen lover, and a stolen lover is inferior to one who cannot be stolen. 。She just likes to steal, that's what makes it more fun, and it proves her charm. 。I truly feel sorry for the late emperor. To bestow such a woman with the title of imperial consort, he really has disgraced the royal family. 。Yun Sheng endured years of deep hatred, serving Lady Li for a decade. She had waited for this day for so long, she was no longer willing to give Lady Li even a sliver of affection. 。She felt today she had to say everything that needed to be said, kill everyone who needed to be killed, and end it all. This would be the end of her life. 。She had lived long enough, and she didn't know if she could still see her mother when she went down there now. It was getting late. 。Quan Qinghua was still kneeling on the ground, and it was unclear whether he was angry or sad. His emotions were much more subdued than before. 。He touched his face lightly and murmured, "If it weren't for my face resembling the Quan family so closely, I would surely question whether I was truly the emperor's son." 。He turned to look at Huzi and asked, "Do you understand"

Huzi nodded, "I understand" 。You are a prince, and she is an empress, but she is just like my mother, never content to stay put. She always has her eyes on men other than your father. 。It seems like you were exposed, and as a result, you got dragged into it and suffered a lot. 。" "Well" 。“Right, that’s what I mean,” Qian Qing nodded. 。Because of her, I was sent to another country to be a proton. 。Do you know what a proton is A proton is a hostage, they hold me there captive, and then Bei Qi will not attack that country. 。I don't know who spread those things she did, spreading them to my country of exile. For ten years I couldn't lift my head up, and even now, I still feel like the blood in my body is filthy. 。He lowered his head, a tear falling unexpectedly... > he didn't even have the strength to twitch the corners of his lips. " 。He still listened to Quan Qingyun very much. If Quan Qingyun said he shouldn't sleep, he wouldn't sleep, and if Quan Qingyun t...